I've been single for like 8 months now and it seems like a very long time. I have been spending time alone, I don't spend much time going out with friends. After attending my class I'll immediately go home, turn on my laptop, listen to music and wait till dinner time comes.Years ago, I must admit that my cellphone is the only thing that I cannot last a day with. I used to send group messages to my friends, I spend half of my daily allowance for my load. Every minute, second, I always have my phone with me but things have changed after I have broken up with the man that I thought was perfect for me. Now, I only use my phone whenever I have to call my mom or send messages to my dad or use it to update my facebook status. I don't send group messages anymore.In short, my life now is just about me and my study.
I don't entertain suitors! Sounds bitter huh? Yeah I still am! But who cares? We all go through bitterness! No one would ever escape that stage! What's important is I'm still trying my very best to put back everything to normal! I know things will never be the same again.
It's okey to be bitter as long as you won't allow yourself to stay on the same situation and keep yourself from getting better. We all learn from our past experiences. Someday, somehow everything will make sense. So i'll stay calm and be happy with my single life :)
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